Two years

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Two years

And here comes another year..

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I wrote out a long winded post or whatever, more like diary entry, but I think I am going to keep that private. The jist of what I have realised this year is that at some point, everybody goes through a loss, as it’s a part of life. It still sucks though. I am still strong and we will all still go through life but it’s okay to have our space too. At the end of the day we are all human right now. It’s also oddly hitting me as I wonder where my father is right now. He always answers my questions but I’ve been asking him a lot lately, dad, WHERE ARE YOU??? And I’m not getting an answer. So are you listening or ….where are you?

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My long winded post from last year is linked below (with my original post linked inside that link – meaning when it first happened, and I actually posted that on his birthday which is in 5 days, I don’t know where he’s celebrating or with who. Maybe our other family members who have left this earth? I don’t know. I wish he would tell me soon.) That link is posted first. Fyi they are kind of emo so if you can’t handle that do not click the links.

My only advice right now is to never be too busy for the people in your life. Always realise that tomorrow may not happen so do what you have to do now. Don’t put things off. I think I say that enough.

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Anyways, can’t believe it’s been two years. I hope dad is happy and comfortable wherever he is. And btw I am strong and this is not meant for any “pity” as I mentioned before everyone will have to go through a loss in life, and you will deal with it however suits you. We can all have our moments but we must all stay strong and healthy. I just want to say my piece as my dad has always stood by me and done soo much for me. And to be honest, that was the absolute hardest, worst, scariest event of my life. Dad’s funeral/cremation. If you have gone through it, you know what I mean. ✌️

An abrupt life change:

https://karenskaleidoscope.wordpress.com/2016/01/28/happy-birthday-to-me-hero/

Last year: 

https://karenskaleidoscope.wordpress.com/2017/01/23/12316-12317-one-full-year/

Dad’s favorite song:

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~Karen Bahri

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About kbahri114

Hi! I'm a luxury lifestyle blogger from New York City. My roots come from India and I grew up in a Punjabi home and was raised with Hindu traditions in America. I am extremely in touch with my culture thankfully, which is why I have a great appreciation towards all cultures of the world! We have been blessed with the gift of life on the planet earth. When I'm 90 years old lying on my death bed looking back at my life, I want to make sure I took full advantage of this beautiful life I was blessed with. I want to explore as much of this amazing world we live in and live life to the fullest! I knew traveling was something I had to start doing and will continue to do. I've always been intrigued by the world and different cultures. I have always wanted to explore and see as much of the world as I can! Life is all about experiences, meeting people, learning new ways and concepts and taking risks. This blog is meant to be fun & entertaining but it also provides my personal experiences and what you might expect to discover while traveling. It also will include fashion and beauty posts as well as random thoughts and stories, since a kaleidoscope is meant to be a colorfully shaken mix of entertainment! I hope you find my blog interesting, fun, funny & informative, but most of all entertaining!!

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